Bereaved Mother and Bereaved Grandmother
St. Louis, MO -BP/BereavedParents.org
I sat down regularly to read the many newsletters that I receive from the chapters (BP/BereavedParents.org) across the county. Most of the time there were articles in them that made me cry a little. I read about children who are dead and parents who were hurting, but never did I come away from those reading sessions depressed.
I came away with hope, hope that the searing torment does lessen and eventually give way to warm, loving memories of our child.
When we are in the deepest throes of our grief, when our beloved child has just recently been snatched from life by a tragic accident or succumbed to a fatal illness, or died in some other way, can we believe we can ever be happy again? When to simply get up in the morning is a major accomplishment, can we believe that we will ever be able to function with enthusiasm or purpose?
When every thought of our children brings excruciating pain, can we believe that we will someday be able to think of him/her and smile? I know it is hard to believe that this will ever happen, but it will.
If we expect, trust and anticipate feeling better, we will in time. If we wish it and are confident, the day will come when we will feel better. Of course, it doesn’t just happen. It takes long hard grief work. It takes many painful hours of allowing ourselves to go through our grief.
It takes patience and it takes time. But know you will come to the light at the end of the tunnel. Know that there is hope. Know that many many bereaved parents who have been in the same painful place that you are now have found life meaningful again.
Know that you will too.